FYI, i am a dreamer. yeap yeap. i am not a deep sleeper and seeing vision of darkness during that beauty sleep. what annoys me is that i still have this particular person popping in and out randomly in my dream sometimes. ive managed to talked to some of my friends regarding this and they couldnt give me a valid reason for this matter. however, one of my good friends blurted that perhaps this was due to some unfinished/unresolved business between me and this individual.
upon hearing this, i tried to dig out in my memory of all the things that i still need to deal with this person. in a way, i could think of none. furthermore, my relationship with that person is also fine.
but a few days back, im starting to realise that this person has left me with something that has affected me greatly. something that made me to be whoever i end up to be now. a monster part of me that brings a major destruction and disturbance to my relationship.
if i were to have one wish, i want to tell this person 1 thing.
"i want you to know that because of your foolishness, i am no longer the person that i used to be. because of what you did, another innocent individual is paying the toll of it. i have no idea on how i can erase this part of me but you have basically ruined me. sometimes i wish i would have never known you at all"
now, i wish i can reformat my memory.
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