what hurts the most

whathurtsthemostiswhenufindouttoomuchaboutsomethingthatisnotreallywrongbutitaffectsyouemotionally.

word of the day #2

"Despicable --> deserving to be despised : so worthless or obnoxious as to rouse moral indignation"

Chose this word due to the animated movie " Despicable Me". The character really says it all.

word of the day #1

I've decided that in order to improve my English vocabulary, i will post a new word to learn as daily as possible.

so boys and girls, let me introduce you to today's magical word. coincidently, this is the brand of my car's stereo.

Clarion : loud and clear

that's it for today!

what's up Doc!

To date, i still can't make up my mind on which specialty im planning to dwell into.

im still divided between Ophthalmology and Psychiatry.

Though they are not glamourous specialties especially that of psychiatry, my heart usually gets a lil jumpy upon learning the topics.

Well, from what i've analysed among my lecturers (who are also doctors), they don't end up being that of what they planned back in medical school. most of them ended up being in those faculty which they used to hate. so, as for me, i do not fancy Internal Medicine and Anaesthesia and i really hope i don't go there!

maybe for now, i should just stay focus to Professional Exam 2. there is no point for me to think too much about the matter at this stage since there are many other aspects of life that i should also worry about.

it's the final countdown!

11 weeks to go for the anticipated professional exam 2!

as always, i haven't been keeping up with my words for early revision.

well nani, keep January in mind, hopefully some light of motivation might appear.

quotes of the day

"never take one another for granted"

"treat people the way u want to be treated"

a dream wanting to be a reality

people say that if you want to dream, might as well u dream big.

i want to own this, one day.

chanel 2.55

another hairy problem

some complain of having too much hair while some will sulk about being hairless.

being a woman, hair is the ultimate crown. by having different kind of haircuts, you will be able to style yourself differently. for the past questionable years of mine, i have been spotting the same hairstyle. medium-length of layered hair. i know that this style suits me the best but being an adult, i should be experimenting as many as i can before i end up wearing tudong one day, Insyaallah. i wanna try different look but at the same time, im not sure whether my face can pull it off.

another problem that im worried of is hairfall. i have been sweeping my floor on daily basis now since i cannot stand looking at those hairstrands on the floor. im not sure whether it is a normal hair life-cycle or is it something that i should find an intervention to. i have switched to many brands of shampoos available on the market. pantene, rejoice, sunsilk and the latest, tresemme. sometimes, i do see a change in the first few months but again, im not sure whether it's just a placebo effect.

some said that stress will worsen the hairfall. well well, since im in a hectic course, great. i hope i dont be bald by the end of my year 5. perhaps i should go to a dermatologist or even cheaper, getting myself a wig.