i do....... NOT!

as one grows older, one will definitely be looking for a partner, someone that you want and rather spend your whole lifetime with. since i am no longer in my teenage years, most of people that i know seem to handle this whole relationship differently. some take it quite seriously and they do not mind taking the risk of getting married at such a pretty young age.

truth to be told, i am currently single THOUGH i am not available. yes, i am currently with someone that i am comfortable with. however, the word marriage still seems to be quite far away from our world. furthermore, none of my ex-classmates in Brunei have initiated the path though some of them have been with each other for the past half decade. *Naz and Wani, Rash8 and Zurah, Amer and Neena. YEAP, I am talking bout you all. haha

from my side, i think my family would be utterly shocked if i were to mention the word marriage. to them, that vocabulary should not exist in my dictionary since i am ONLY 21! it somehow still sounds too early to be pronounced. From his side meanwhile, well, his eldest brother is 30 and he is still NOT married. so, you can see how NOT ready both of us are when it comes to this matter.

well, who i am to talk about this thing. things and decisions can change greatly with environment. who knows, i might even get married before the end of the 5 year medical course.that would be in 2 years time!! *gasp* well if God has planned it that way, then i definitely have no right to go against it rite?

whatever it is, the ultimate goal is definitely to be married for only ONCE and hoping for it to last till eternity. come on, based on the current trend of divorce rates, i surely do not want to fall into the madness. furthermore, marriage needs a tremendous amount of commitments. and hence with that, you should be expecting of having more responsibilities. i need to make sure that i am all buckled up and ready to sail through it before finally saying......

I DO... <3