Crocs Hunter

Previously, I used to make fun of this brand because of the funny and weird looking design. Never that I thought, one day, I would be spending a few hundreds buying this brand. The reason : they are comfortable and can fit my size 4 perfectly.

One thing you should know, I have small feet. I cant buy closed-shoes or officr shoes cause they never fit regardless of the brands; Bata, Clarks, Charles & Keith, ive tried them all and i will usually end up being disappointed as i walk away from the shops. Sometimes, I even need sizes smaller than 4!!

However, not many Crocs store in KL offer size 4. This is a discrimination! I dont think my feet will grow anymore and I dont have that many choices! Crocs is my only hope!

So now i am aiming to get Claire Flat. If only size 4 is widely available! Im planning to use it for my HOship to make me last through the long hours of ward rounds and standings.

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Pack your bags!

I will be attending the induction course for Housemanship program from 20th until 23rd September. indirectly, this means I only have 1 week left to enjoy before hell breaks loose. I am nervous about starting housemanship but at the same time, i am even more sad the fact that I have to leave my confidante, Betty in KL.

You can call me crazy about obsessing over my pet but with her, I feel that she can understand my feelings just by looking through her eyes. Yes, I do have my family and my BF as another medium for my thoughts and feelings but hey, sometimes they can make things even more complicated.

Since I will be going to Miri for at least 2 years, I have already considered to bring her there as well, but probably by the end of the year, when I am already settled down and adapted to the system well. Until then, Betty and I have to stay strong without each other!

Run baby run!

Im back now to KL since yesterday and it was sad to see that my betty is miserable due to fever and runny nose! She has been sick for about 4 days now.

So i brought her to the vet this noon and she was given with antibiotics, antihistamines and topical eye drops. I have no problem with the latter but not with the tablet medications. I still dont master the techniques to give it orally.

As for now, Betty has been sitting on my lap for about 30minutes. Oh yes, i can feel that my legs need the circulation badly! Oh well, anything for my Diva! Get well soon my dear! You're doing great!

Show me the meaning

As i have mentioned before, i am the kind of person who usually ends up dreaming whenever i go to bed. I havent been googling on why people do and some other dont, but personally , dreaming is mind tiring. I feel like my mind never stops thinking. Furthermore, u might end up wondering about the meaning of your dreams.

Perhaps, dreams give you clues on how to solve certain questions of your life. Despite that, the answers can be confusing and terrifying. just like what i had last night; a moment which i once had thoight about but i dont think i should think too much of based on my current situation.

Dream also depicts of an unresolving issue. I believe there is some truth on this fact. Previously this person does pop in my dream but once we settled everything to each other, this person seems to be gone, hopefully forever!

Perhaps i should also google on ways to prevent me from dreaming. Maybe it is something to do with sleep hygiene. Oh well. Nevertheless, i should also be reminded to not stop dreaming about life goals!

Stop Animal Abuse In Malaysia : Online Petition

Stop Animal Abuse In Malaysia : Online Petition:



Animal abuse is increasingly rampant in Malaysia, with senseless abuses and killings by local councils and cold-blooded people. We must act NOW, and act FAST.

Let's play a role in stopping animal abuse and cruelty! We aim to collect 50,000 signatures ASAP and present it to our Prime Minister.

Please sign the joint online petition by leading Malaysian animal welfare NGOs, and show how much you care about the animals. Spread the word to your friends too.

Together, we can make a difference.

Sign Petition Now:
http://StopAnimalAbuse.PetFinder.my/

Petknode Massacre

Yesterday, my BF posted a link on my FB wall. it was an article on abandoned cats in a pet hotel. click on the link below

http://www.tokobakso.com/current-issue/lebih-00-kucing-ditinggalkan-tanpa-makanan-dan-minuman-di-petknode-pj.html

as well as below :

http://news.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne%2BNews/Malaysia/Story/A1Story20110905-297743.html

upon reading this, i was worried about my pet, Betty which was still in the pet hotel until tomorrow (6th Sept). i googled it and Thank God, it is of a different pet hotel. the land of hell for the cats is called Petknode in Damansara Damai while mine is Pet Playground, in Petaling Jaya.

despite that, this news literally affected my emotions the whole day! how could such one does that to the innocent cats???!?! what made things even ugly is the fact that the owners are Muslims. Ramadhan just left us less than a week ago and these 2 !@$@$#$@ men did the unthinkable acts!

i am very disgusted by this! and the sad thing is that Malaysia's law on Animal Rights is pretty... lawless to say. this indirectly motivates me to take up law right here, right now! if only i am in KL right now, i would join the volunteers to foster the animals. They dont deserve such torture. whatever it is, i hope the justice will stand strong for the cats. otherwise, i am sure God has plans for the 2 devils. i might sound rude but i hope they ROT IN HELL!

Pet Playground KL - review 2

Betty is due to be back today, 6th September after almost 10 days being in the pet hotel. Some of you readers might be interested on how does this pet hotel look like. Well, i was not there personally to see the whole thing when Betty checked in but my boyfriend managed to snap some for me.

Betty's first few minutes adapting to the place.

Betty's downstairs neighbour

Betty's playground

So, to date, i have received about 3 emails from Joanne; One on Betty's second day (27th July), on 30th July as it was 1st Syawal and finally 4th September. I will update on Betty's update post-pet Hotel.

this is a SPAM

I got an email from this girl, wanting to make friends with me. I thought it was from an online friend that i got to know of earlier this year but then i googled the email and came across a forum which revealed that it will cause u not to be able to log in ur email.

here is the content of the email

--
Hello my name is Lyana, i was going through profiles and came across yours
and i felt like contacting you..I don't mind if we can be friends? write
back so we can get to know more about ourselves my email id is
(lyanaabidin@hotmail.com) have a nice day. please contact me directly on
my email. Await your email.. salam

So, please beware guys!!

Leading the pack!

Today : 2nd September 2011 was the day that will be unforgetable for Miss Najat Yusuf! She got engaged to her long-time boyfriend of about 4 years; Shamil.

I did not get invited since she only wanted it to be of close family members but I am definitely happy for her. I know she has been waiting for the ring for quite some time!

Well the real hitch will be somewhere next year Insyaallah but who cares, she is currently leading the pack! Goodluck Najat Yusuf!!!!

selamat Hari Raya 2011

This picture was sent in today by PetPlayground since it was 1st Syawal for Malaysia.

However, Brunei will be joining the celebration on 31st Aug. And with that, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir Batin. May this Syawal makes us to be grateful of our life.

I'm glad for being able to celebrate Raya this time with my family members. The fact that a few people that i know have left to meet Him this year, i cannot imagine how tough this Syawal will be for their families. My prayers are with all of you. May their families remain strong and united to go through this tough time.

otherwise, this marks my last Syawal before embarking on the Housemanship. I'm getting closer to the starting line!

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Pet Playground, KL - Review

"Hi Hanani,

Betty's very very vocal! Greeting everyone who comes in but hisses at all other cats. Haha! Is she on heat?

She didn't eat yesterday but ate half her food today. Guess she should fully adapt by tomorrow :)"

The above e-mail was sent by Joanne, one of the Pet Playground's owners. I came across this place via Groupon. It offers cageless pet hotel; your pet will be allowed to leave the cage during specific times in order for her to play and to stretch out! At least Your pet will not be bound in the cage 24/7. The fact that Groupon offers RM15 per night with combined Groupons allowed, i know this will be the best hotel for my Betty Diva!

It has been Betty's day 1 of stay but to date, i am very impressed with the service! I hope my Betty does not hurt other cats over there!

Fireworks

I notice that I can be a pretty pessimist. I like to thing of the worst case scenario in order to make me prepare mentally. In a way, i think i inherit this gift from my parents.

Since i am starting housemanship really soon, i have already made my mindset that i will be undergoing 2 years of shitty life, facing challenging patients as well as working with difficult colleagues. I am expecting to be running around and only to have meals by the end of the days.

My parents think that i think and worry too much. But i think i can already expect how my life will be considering the fact that i have been spending 3 years in hospitals for my clinical trainings. I've seen the tired face of the housemen. we are all humans; to put up an energetic face after working for 24 hours in a busy hospital seems a little absurd to me.

I know there will definitely be ups and downs. I hope i remain strong and always pray hard to God to ensure i never lose my faith in this career. May there be lights, at the end of the tunnels. I guess, i need to sing "Fireworks" by Katy Perry for motivations!

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Harap Balas

I was in my room the other day and i saw a Bubblegummers Box on my bookshelf. I havent actually been using the area for years and eurghh, the whole place was dusty! Thick enough to be a grey lipstick i guess.

Anyway, it was such a memorable surprise to see that i kept all my penpals' letters inside the box. Those are priceless! I spent hours reading through all the letters.

How often do you see kids write letter nowadays? Do they ever experience passing the letters via messengers sinply because they cannot afford to go to the postoffice? I am glad to say i have been in one!

Well, as early as in primary School, i had my first penpal. She was my class teacher's daughter. We seldom met but i think we managed to keep it going about 3 years letter. She was a pretty girl and i was touched that she rwgarded me as her teman sejati. I wonder where, what, who and why with her. We've lost contact for almost a decade now. The last time about her, something bad had happened to her which involved family matters. I hope you remains strong Anisah!

Then, i also had penpals from Miri and Pahang. They got my address because i submitted my info in "Anak-Anak Sidek" comics. There were all girls. I too have lost contacts with them.

In Secondary School, some of MS girls wanted to get to know me. I never ask why did they do the move but im glad they did. Cause that was how i meet Farhana, one my closest girlfriends. We remain friends until now! We usually wrote about relationships and education. She would also call me up to share her whines and complaints about her problems. We only bumped into each other for a few times for 5 years And finally, We got to be classmates back in ALevel. I think our friendship has been going on for almost a decade now!

Other than letters, there were also greeting cards such as birthdays and hari raya. I was quite surprised the fact that i still kept those which were sent by one of my exes. My current BF doesnt mind Bout them and i am thinking to just keep them for some childhood memories.

I think once i have my own children, i'll encourage them to do the same. Perhaps, i would submit their address to comics and magazines to initiate them. Now, i really feel that i have a blessed childhood.

Ramadhan tradition

When i was a child, we never forget to play firecrackers. The excitement plus the adrenaline rush waiting for the explosive sound made the whole Ramadhan enjoyable.

Zit It away!!

Throughout my teenage years, (well, im already 23 this year!), i suffered from oily and pimply face. Whenever i got a big acne on my face, i had a feeling everyone would be staring at it instead focusing on me when we talked.

Even through my uni's years, the problem did not stop. However, this time my BF made me to have initiatives to irradicate it for instance, by going to facial. God knows how expensive and excruciating it can be to get ride of them. Extraction process, man, i would get the same commenets alll the time; i have many blackheads and open pores.

Thankfully however, my BF's mom gave me the cream below! It works like heaven. Though i am not fully zit free, but nowadays, i have less acnes. I also did my own facial; toning, extraction, mask and conditioner. Well, u definitely need some effort for that skin!

Online Contest

My BF recently posted a link of my FB wall on a Cat Picture Contest.

Though i know my Betty can give better pictures than some of the other contestants, i just dont like that the winners will be based on the number of "likes".

The thing about this is that the winners will be biased. I've seen a contest which required the participants to come out with fancy quotes. Some really had creative and catchy words but too bad, the winner was a girl who wrote a phrase which i think even a primary School kid can think of. but since she had hundreds of friends, she won it.

Otherwise, i think this contest gives the host the opportunity to promote his FB page.

back to this contest, I am still uncertain whether to join it. If i do, then i have to scroll through numerous betty's porn and choose one which is not corny. And then, i have to link it on my page and persuade Betty's lover to LIKE IT.

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Tech Nuisance

Almost everyone nowadays own a gadget. It can either be laptops, handphones and PDAs. Sure, it helps us to communicate fast and update with the world agenda. But how many really use these things appropriately and meaningful?

Today i just witnessed a family at a restaurant for their dinner. There were about 6 of them; young parents with 4 children. Each one owns a handphone except for the youngest boy. Well, the table was quiet since they didnt even talk to each other. Every one had phones in their hands, concentrating clicking on the buttons. I could tell the youngest was bored since he had noone to talk to or to entertain him.

This scene made me realise how different and challenging will it be to have proper conversation in a family in my generation. I guess i should be strict with my family on 'no-gadgets-at-family-meals' rules next time.

Other common scenario is that partners prefer to text to each other instead of talking on the phones. Perhaps, texting is cheaper but through phonecalls, we can share a lot more in a minute. We can appreciate the emotions expressed as well as learnin on the tone language. The thing is Some people do not have soft skills.

Email is of course another great invention but in my opinions it lacks human touch. I still remember how i would decorate my letters to either penpals or friends. Sadly email has pretty limited function on this.

I can give more examples but it frustrates me to do it. I am not saying i do not do all those. in fact i am sad about it. But i guess living in this era, this is the price to be paid. We have to adapt to this change but at the same time we need to ensure we do not lose the soft skills in communication.

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Hollow

I am currently stuck in making decisions on a fate.

It has been days but i still have inconsistent answers.

I tried to talk to a few people for this matter but i dont think the ubderstand a thing on it.

Am i just being overly concerned or perhaps, being selfish?

Or maybe i went overboard about it and could not control my hatred.

A part of me wants to let go but im worried of the consequences.

Gaaaaahhhh. I just dont know what to do. This is supposed to be my holiday but i dont think my minds are resting.

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another new chapter

since i've finished medical school and currently waiting for the placement in Hospital Miri, i need to start packing. Cyberjaya and Miri requires a 2.5 hours flight and it is not accessible via land. that means, it is crucial for me not to miss any important things behind.

despite that, i am still not certain about Betty's fate. I have been too emotionally attached to her that i am a bit worried that i might need her to survive housemanship. furthermore, i am not quite convinced that my brother can take good of her physically as well as emotionally. she's quite a diva u see.

im torn between to leave her in Cyberjaya, or to bring it along to Miri. last option will be to let her stay at my parents' place in Brunei. each one has pros and cons that in the end, i still cannot decide where will the best place for her be.

another troublesome hurdle is the documentation and price. in order for me to export her, i need to get certain approval letters from the Animal Dept which requires time too. and the cargo has specified that i need to get appropriate cage for transportation.

i can list on and on for this matter but in the end, im still back to square one; clueless and at the same time, sad. if only she is a little mouse. then perhaps i can sneak her in my pockets. ahh, i dont think i want another pet after Betty.

so happy together!

Dewey

Since it is the holiday, ive been taking this opportunity to read books. it is quite refreshing to be able to read texts that are non medical related. even said that, i still have that slight tinge of guilt for reading these kinds of books. deep down, my mind tells me to update myself with medical knowledge.

oh well, i think that can wait. so as of for now, ive just finished reading this book. it was recommended by Azy, my batchmate and i borrowed it from the uni's library. it's about a cat, named Dewey Readmore Books, which managed to capture the world as a library cat. it's based on true story. since i have a pet, i couldnt help but to think of the resemblance of Dewey with my Betty Diva. However, i gotta admit, the last chapters of Dewey made me cry.

pic by http://www.booktrailersforreaders.com

i am not sure whether i can handle if Betty is gone one day. i know some day, this will come true. she's been around for almost a year now and she means a lot to me. the fact that i'll be going to Miri, im not sure whether i can stand not having her around. however, after reading this book, im more determined to have her as long as I can. i wanna be by her side, going thru the days together.

u get some, u lose some

have u ever been in a situation where you are receiving something, and yet you yearn for something else. but once you are given the opportunity of having that something else, you miss the former ones.

well, i think that's the human nature. you are never satisfied with the things that you have. you have various of wants and you wish to have as many as you can. only when you lose that something, you start to appreciate it.

is this healthy?

well, life is full of satisfactions and at the same time, regrets.

urgh.. complicated indeed.

i miss the life i had once.

Every woman's fantasy

I've just finished watching Breakfast At Tiffany's, the famous film featuring the classic beauty Audrey Hepburn.

All i can say, i was mesmerised by her beauty throughout the movie. Simple make ups and elegant clothes were used and she looked stunning! She did not even have to reveal her skin fully and im sure the guys are fascinated with her too!

I guess our new generations should start watching these kinds of movies to reflect back on our current situations. Perhaps the young girls would start having decent clothes since they no longer idolising popstars such as GaGa.

Meanwhile, i am extremely addicted to the movie's theme song; Moon River. I wish to have this song played at my wedding! (soothing melody but i cant really understand the lyrics)

Troublesome Lock

my colourful padlocks! i wish i had them during my JIS locker days!

As a traveller, one should always be careful with their luggages. One of the vital equipments for this purpose is the lock. Some prefer to use the ordinary type of lock with its keys attached. While some who like numbers will go for the code lock. The most typical problem with the latter is forgetting the access numbers.

So, as a reminder, i will dedicate this post for myself, on how to set the access codes, as well as on how to change the access code (assuming you do not forget the former in the first place!)

TO SET THE CODE

1. set to 000 (this is the usual code for new lock)

2. release the lock

3. press reset button

4. set the access number

5. release the reset button

TO CHANGE THE ACCESS CODE

1. Set to your previous access code

2. release the lock

3. hold Reset button

4. while doing so, change the dial to your new access code

5. release the reset button once you are done with it

another lost this year...

today, i received another shocking story. a friend of mine, who was also my senior back in SMSSA died due to a motor vehicle accident. i was not really a close friend of his, but the common thing that brought us as friends was our birthday. each year, we never failed to greet each other. we were also prefects back then and we shared the same mutual friends.

this isnt the only death news that i encounter this year. a few months back, my friend's brother also died due to a motor vehicle accident. that made it 2 this year. Oh God, please give safety to all my friends and family. it hurt to see the lost of a person that we know.

indirectly, this tells me to always be extra careful while driving. if you are the driver, please be also reminded that you have to be responsible for your passengers' lifes! you don't want to be blamed for the lost of others. so whenever you think of doing stupid things on the road, think twice!

Al-Fatihah to Aliff Ramlan. May he rest in peace and be placed with others Mukmin. Amin.

tomorrow

patience is all that we need. tomorrow will be a much better day, Insyaallah.

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an electron within a sea

have you ever been in a situation where there are tonnes of people surrounding u and yet you are lonely? well, this is where i am right now. feels like a fucking loser but oh well. be strong Nani. this is one phase of it.

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two becomes one

ever since last year, im surrounded with friends whom were getting hitched. what made things worse was the release of the "fairytale wedding of the year video" by one of the Malaysia's famous businessman's daughter last year and the global coverage of the Royal Wedding of Kate and William 2 months back.

honestly, with all the madness, it did make me feel as if i am left behind with the trails and sometimes, the fact that i am still single, i feel "expired" though i am only 23 years old! since i am also in a relationship, i cant help but to question when is my turn going to be?

looking on the bright side, i am however glad the fact that none of my closest girl friends have initiated this path. at least the pressure is less, we have each other to look up for and we do not feel left out.

apart from that, i think i can relate to men better when it comes to this situation. i can now understand why they hate it when their girlfriends' found out that his male buddies are getting married. the girls will be envious and will start to question the poor boyfriends about their turn. i have met some of the girls who became quite obsessed to get married and in the end, pressuring their partners and get disappointed after finding out that they dont have the same views on it.

well, i used to have different stands on this matter. i was up for it since i thought how different could it be if i were to get married now since i already felt that we are more or less like a married couple afterall. we spend most of our possible time and do various activities together. furthermore, i thought getting married would enable us to save more money since we will be able to live together, and hence, cutting down other unnecessary expenses and finally be happy together.

however, i realised that the reasons why people are rushed into marriage is because of peer pressure and also because they are lured to think that marriage = a wedding ceremony + eternal happiness. i forgot that we are living in a real world and we cannot afford to overlook the baggages that it carries such as responsibilities, having the needs to satisfy your parents and the in-laws, the sacrifices and having children.

hence, with all these facts, i feel that i am in no rush for this commitment. i am only 23 years old; my parents got married at the age of 26-27. so, i better be making full use of my available single years, concentrate on my careers and plan on my futures. furthermore, I'm sure God has already planned out everything for me. Just have faith in Him.

Surprise surprise!

a happy betty with a sad rat.

disgusting right?

not to worry! i've changed the bedsheet!

at the same time, i can't help but to feel appreciated by this gift.

i think betty wants to thank me for all the kindness! KEKEKEKE

Godfather episode 2

woke up today with another reenactment of Godfather famous scene.

i woke up quite early today and i did not put on my glasses. i was scanning through my bed and hold on to a black stuff which i thought was my phone.

however, it did not feel as solid as it should be. instead it was jelly-ish like. guess what it is?

I will upload the answer soon or once i found out how to upload pictures to blogs via iphone! :)

5 days before ending the medical school

Hi all.

Here i am, blogging when i should have been revising instead.

What can i say. Revising can be boring and as older i get, the less time i can concentrate.

i do miss the old, nerdy me when i could memorise tonnes of fact without struggle. perhaps my RAM is getting rusty.

As i am bout to end my medical school (provided that i PASS the final exam), i have a feeling i am gonna miss the student's life. Though i can say my uni's life is not as great as i imagined it would be, i learnt quite a lot especially on that of life.

here, i understand the term of independence and responsibility. it's not easy and there are times i wish i can run away from all those burdens but thank God, i remained strong and here i am today, at the age of 23, getting closer to get my MBBS degree.

okay, enough with the melancholic post. other thing that i want to mention is i miss blogging.

i miss writing down my thoughts, my feelings and my life. however, i haven't got much inspiration and motivation and i blame it on a lil depression that i have in me (i think).

well, i hope i can be active again after the end of med school. well, we'll see about that!

wish me luck dearies for my final exams!

night shot of the Tower bridge. taken during my london vacation trip. i miss it already!

crossroad

never in my life i thought i would end up here, having to decide either instinct or heart feeling. decision making was never this complicated and i am just clueless.

Oh God, please give me the light. guide me to what is best for me.

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introducing, the duke and duchess of Cambridge

pics courtesy of celebuzz

Yes, i was also one of them who went all "oohh" and "aaahh" over the wedding. i managed to watch most parts of the footage cause by 7.30pm, we had to leave for Maroon 5 concert (which was a blast too anyway).

i have to say, my favourite moment was when Prince William saw Kate the first time in the wedding dress. i can tell he was mesmerised. the vow meanwhile was sweet, though i expected them to recite it in a more passionate way.

otherwise, i think the kiss could have been more "intimate". and oh yes, u must not forget to mention about the dress! i have a feeling, the brides-to-be around the world will be inspired by the design. it's also pretty wearable in Malaysia.; just nice and decent.

to sum it all, it was a pleasure to watch the royal event. some might criticize it but hey, just sit back and try to feel the "love".

resuscitate

I am almost to the end of the 5 years journey. It seemed like a long one but it doesn't actually feel that way. nevertheless I notice i haven't stopped whining throughout this period.

Sometimes i feel like i need a breather. I need a space on my own, to rationalise things that go

along my life.

It has not always been easy but i have to be strong and hold my head up high. There will be amountful of hurdles that i need to go overcome. I just need to make sure that i don't give up easily.

Remember : life is not always rainbows and butterflies. i am just a human being and i can't always be energetic and cheerful the whole time

gear down

it seems that my post is now less frequent than how it used to be. thought block? well, not really. a lot did happen around but i haven't been motivated to pen down my thoughts lately. furthermore, it is getting more difficult each day just to complete a sentence without having grammar error in it.

other thing is, i am also not sure whether what i write down in here is actually interesting to read. ive been following some bloggers out there and man, they can really write! they make you wanting to click on their links regularly just to check out for the latest uploaded posts. as oppose to me, i seem to be doing mostly whining and complaining in this colourful blog.

so anyway, let's just move on to the next topic. how has 2011 been treating u so far? personally, mine has been a blast! for the first time in my life, i get to travel to a place that is neither Brunei nor Malaysia. Praise to God, im lucky enough to get a ride to visit London; one of my must travel places before i die. i was there for a week and i managed to conquer almost the whole of Central London! yes, credits go to my other half, for his amountful effort in ensuring the trip went smoothly. he will kill me for not expressing my thanks to him. *no, he wouldnt actually! hehehe

in a way, i do feel that i can fit in the city well. throughout my stay, i didnt fall sick despite the cold winter weather and my, the food is kind of suitable for my tastebuds. they are not spicy and yes, im a sucker for western cuisine. the statement is definitely the opposite to what im experiencing in KL! even a rainy week is enough to make me catch a flu and dont mention about the food here. they are tasty but at the same time they never fail to make me cry despite me vigorously reminding the waitress for "TAKNAK PEDAS".

it has been almost 3 weeks now but man, i miss the city more and more! i definitely will go there again. im close to be working and get my own pay. so, i don't have to rely on my parents for some KA-CHING anymore. having said that, it might be a long way to go since we all know, i have to go through a hectic life of 2 years of housemanship, a.k.a junior doctor! *shudder*

till then, the next trip : SINGAPORE!

Brand New Year

Happy 2011 Everyone.

A brand new day with a brand new attitude.

Having said that, i don't think that i've changed that much.

I'm still the girl (or a woman i should say :I) who is struggling hard in this medical arena and suffers from usual moodswings monthly.

Each year, i told myself to be a lil bit more daring when it comes to fashion sense but i guess old habits die hard.

Otherwise, i am closer to finish medical school and 2011 is the year in which i will start the career, InsyaAllah! i have to say, i am a bit scared of the latter part. Housemanship is not every doctor's dreams!

And oh Yes, this blog needs to be revived!

the reason why i have been abandoning this blog is simply because i was preparing for my Professional 2 Examination. Alhamdulillah, all went well and i passed it. Another achievement in 2010.

so, how was my new year celebration?

well, i had my family members and we had a humble celebration of it. not much to say but i know deep down we're happy that we had each other.

so, i'll be on holiday for 2 weeks. do i have any plans for it?

well, of course. all i gotta say is that i'll be travelling! destination? that's a secret i'll never tell! *imitating Gossip Girl!*

till then, i gotta do some shopping!

LOVE!