u get some, u lose some

have u ever been in a situation where you are receiving something, and yet you yearn for something else. but once you are given the opportunity of having that something else, you miss the former ones.

well, i think that's the human nature. you are never satisfied with the things that you have. you have various of wants and you wish to have as many as you can. only when you lose that something, you start to appreciate it.

is this healthy?

well, life is full of satisfactions and at the same time, regrets.

urgh.. complicated indeed.

i miss the life i had once.