honestly, as my course approaches to the end, my anxiety heightens. I will experience this butterflies in my tummy imagining about my housemanship years. I know i still have about 1.5 years more to go but I am sure, time will pass by just in the nick of time.
During my final year, i will be facing professional exam 2. i am expected to be able to recall the syllabus in my 3rd, 4th and 5th year. i gotta tell you, THEY ARE LIMITLESS! they are no boundaries to my syllabus and everything can even come out in the exams. BLEARGHHHH. Medicine is totally an insane course!
unlike other undergraduates who look forward to start their working life, i seem to be in the other boat. maybe i am expecting a torturous and hectic life and hence, making me to feel demotivated whenever about my career. just thinking about those sleepless nights during my oncall is enough to make me shivers.
i hope i don't lose my sanity in this career. I totally understand now why every doctors have been discouraging me about the course. Guess that's what you get if don't follow people's advice. im in a way attempting my own suicide.
HANG ON NANI! BE STRONG!
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