still clueless...

sometimes i dunno what i actually feel about this matter

sometimes i feel that i just need to open up my heart and accept this.

but there are times that i feel i should stop pretending and face the truth.

well, maybe i am still not ready.

so, should i stop staring at the sun?

or should i keep on trying to adapt to it?

God, i need you to prove to me that i am WRONG. dead WRONG.