the natural crown

i have a medium length hair. being a half-chinese, i am blessed to be born with this smooth and straight hair. to date, i consider my hair as a "virgin" since i have never done any procedures onto it other than to cut and wash.

all this while, i have always been letting my hair down. sometimes i am kinda bored of always looking the same throughout the years. come on, im still young and hence, i should be extremely creative with my hair. with the length and texture of my hair, im sure some people would die to get theirs as mine.

one of the reasons of why i dont really try is that, i dont really know how to. i do not inherit beauty tips from my mom since she is an extremely simple person. her usual advice would be to let it as it is. back then, she used to scare me off by mentioning the bad effects of either dying or perming my hair. hence, i was a bit turned off in the end to try it.

another thing is that, my hairfall is quite a problem to begin with. im scared that the more styling products or chemicals being introduced to my scalp, hence the problem will worsen. in addition to that, i also have quite a wide forehead. im not sure whether i will turn out to look good with the hairdo.

finally, i do not think i am born with the talent of playing around with your hair. i know some girls of my age can do many interesting and stylish hair up do. but to me, i am not sure whether i can do it on my own. i know there are many you-tube videos demonstrating the steps for each hairdo. but sometimes, what bugs me is that i do not have some of the accessories used by them. but when i do, they often get spoilt easily. to date i think i have snapped about 4 hair chopsticks and lost many of the hairclips.

well. i need to start performing before i finally decide to cover up with tudung. im not sure when, but i know, eventually i will. Insyaallah.