lonely heart

to some holiday is one of the things that they anticipate the most. after tireless and sleepless nights, we all deserve some breaks in order to restructure our life. for once, we can have a time off from the hectic and mind-blowing tasks. we can grab this opportunity to have a self-reflection as well as to catch a view on the global issues. time to update myself to reality. hehe

nevertheless, for those who have partners, holiday is not a thing that they look forward to. the thoughts of not having your other half around does not seem to encourage u to face the day. how weird, u wish the holiday to soon be over. but yet, u will later complain on the limited days of holiday. how irony.

it's true though. holiday means long-distance relationship. but at least, im glad that we are no longer living in the snail mail era where it takes more than a day just to hear out from that special someone. with the technology of the mighty INTERNET, the medium helps along in keeping the ball rolling. through it, we can use emails,messengers as well as webcams.. communication has never been that easy..

but yet, there are some who do not utilise the inventions to its full capabilities. hence, leaving the other half to be feeling empty and sober. one would wonder the whereabouts of his beloved one. one would also be thinking of the reasoning behind the disappearance acts.

is it very difficult and troublesome just to type in simple messages to that special someone?

is it too much to ask for a simple hello and goodbye kiss to complete the day?

am i selfish to be asking for thoughts and undivided attention?

oh technology, how i wish u never exist in the first place.