week 1 has passed. im still out of net. damn TM. i loathe its service. how irony, a network provider cannot even carry out its task properly. wat a shameful.
so, im a bit busy for this week, juggling both between studies and family. somehow, people cannot understand the fact that you are doing MEDICINE. people cannot accept that we do not have the time like any other students. they expect us to be like any other students, having weekdays freely.
at the moment, im tired. im exhausted. everything does not seem to work. things are tumbling up and down. have you ever experienced the moment when you tend to blame yourself for all the mishaps? have u ever blamed yourself for being a troublemaker? have u ever felt that you can do no right?
crap. im totally feeling crap now. there is noone that i can talk to. not even to my family. not even to my partner. not even to any friends of mine. wait a minute, do i even have a friend? well, maybe i do. but do i even have someone who i can rely to cry my shoulders on?
in the end, thanks bloggie for being there. i know i can rely on you. i know i can talk to u.
Monday, July 20, 2009
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