back then...

my friends used to tell me that university life will be the times of your life. judging from my friends' facebook and friendster pictures, i guess it is true. unfortunately for me, im stuck in this lil shanty town of Cyberjaya. most of my friends will go back to their home during weekends and thus, leaving me feeling lonely and rotting..

im still searching for friends that i am compatible with. someone that i know, i can let out my feelings comfortably whenever im feeling down. someone that i can show my true colours with other than towards my guy. it has been 2 years ever since i left Brunei. i know, i should stop looking back at the past and perhaps, change myself to adapt to the environment. but this environment is quite different from where i was from and i dunno whether i should feel good or devastated bout this. *sigh* it's hard to be considered as a minority group here.

and yeap, i do have a boyfriend. but i can't expect him to be there by my side the whole time. he has a family that he'll go back to during the weekends. deep down inside, i envy him. how i wish i have my parents down here in KL so that i have my emptiness to be filled in. but hey, cheer up nani. they'll be here in 1 month's time.

till then, hang on panini.