it has been awhile. i have been working as a house officer for almost 5 months. slowly, the working life has sucked out the joy in me. i guess, working life is more or less like a death eater, leaving you in despair by the end of the day. i will start the day by waking up and in half an hour later, i would be starting the morning rounds. then i will end my day, my meals and bashing your colleagues to your friends and good night world, i will be back on my bed, sleeping. the next morning, the whole cycle starts all over again. not to mentioning, we work on public holidays too.
other than that, you will notice that work will indirectly change you or your partner too. you will meet up with various new people and your perceptions can change. emotionally, you will be easily affected. but bear in mind, it will only last temporarily and good days will come eventually.
hence, this explains the reasoning behind my mood to blog today. something came up unexpectedly and i have been feeling down. i know i have not been a good Muslim but my faith in Him is strong. i know everything happens for a reason.
hence, i just need to hang on tight.
be strong girl. you're worth more than that.
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