as always, life as a student will not be complete without nagging about the exams. since i've already been in this path for almost 4 years, im slowly getting immunised with exams fever. i am now relying on lucks instead of efforts to pass them. i used to be a student who would start revising 1 month prior to exams and would stay up revising and writing up notes. my memorising skills were unbelievable back then.
however, i feel that i've come to a point where i am totally exhausted with all those. my brain is slowly getting fatigued. come on Nani. this is only your undergraduate course. u still have AT LEAST another 10 years to go before you actually finish your specialisation. come to think of it, there has been a study which mentioned that of all the graduating doctors, only 10% will proceed for the specialisation. that is indeed a scary thought. will i be one of those 10% or will i end up being a GP instead?
of course at this moment, everyone is aiming to reach to the highest peak. but life does not work that way. i'm sure, once ive started working, i will be influenced by the external factors.
*sigh* sometimes, i feel like im actually having a depression. im not sure whom to be blamed. is it due to this tough and challenging course that im dealing with or perhaps with the university that i am stuck in?
till this date, i am still looking for the answer.
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