one at a time...

seems like i like to blog at the end of my posting's break... i wish i do this regularly.. but i noe, i take time in finishing one... thus i do not wanna risk my already 'limited' time during posting...

so, here i am, back in brunei but i will be going back to Cyberjaya tomoro nite... which is exactly in another 20 hours more... seriously, i am still having the trauma attack whenever i am about to leave brunei... usually all the images of me getting screwed up by the lecturers and the havocness in preparing for the final exams will fly by everywhere... and yeap, they are not pretty images to say... i really miss the time when i would really get excited to start class... i was one of those nerdy kids who used to say that she enjoys school more than anything else... guess that welcoming feeling is gone... LONG gone...

after just spending bout 4 days here in brunei, i managed to meet up with my gals as always... this time, nish was there to join me and feeq with our regular girl talk session.. it is always refreshing and enjoyable to be seeing them again... one thing that i like going out with them is that, u might be introduced to new friends... they have lots of friends here.. so, there are high chances that they might bump into someone and thus a good opportunity for me to expand my network of friends...

anyway, the next day, i took some moments off to meet Far... i was glad that she was still the same person that i know back then... she is one of the people that i am comfortable expressing my feelings and thoughts... you know, i am not really keen on sharing emotional aspects with strangers... perhaps i used to have this mentality that people will think of me as weak if i let out my soft inner side... EGO is the word people.. hehe

so, in less than 2 days, i will be starting my last posting of this 3rd year... OnG... yeap yeap.. i used to look forward in ending the year but as soon as i found out that the year break was shortened into 1 month, i grew sick of it.. i will be doing Research and EBM for 1 month and thus continuing with elective for another month... come on CUCMS... gimme a break...

well, i guess that's all... i can go on and nag and whine but my fingers are too tired typing.. hehe maybe i should regularly blog.. i really miss the old days of me... used to be so much happy and youthful.. now i feel like a miserable 80 year old granny... *sigh*

till then people... (if there is any readers anyway...)

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